HCJC band concert next tuesday!
rather excited for it. band concerts mar.
straight down.
morning 10.30 to 1.30 happy toilet.
1.30 to 4.30 band.
7.30 to dunno when HCJC.
eh... i just realised i have no time for lunch.
hey. why am i blogging about next week...
im bored. i think i should start on the hols hw. which many people already like....completing them.

i have plenty to do this hols.
but i don't have the drive to do them.
i need some one to go out and do them with me! or i'll just let myself rot in front of the comp blogging 10 posts a day.
=D

Ended my post @ 4:01 PM

haha. i think i have mixed feeling now.
first... people make me really excited and happy.
second... people tell me stuff which made me a little disappointed.
third... people remind me of other stuff which made me even more sad.
and forth.............

haha. okay. cut all the stupid crap.
dampen my feelings which i thought was rather high up in the sky few minutes ago.
anyway... band today was... weird....
no more sec 4s.
haha. the room seems... empty. and wow... didn't know charlyne can play so loud. and cheryl too!
and ayu!! jia you jia you okay!! don't feel depressed though miss sia scolded you. a little unreasonable lar. i think. 1st day 1st time eh... take over the new tuba. she think you super woman isit.
haha. so don't need to stress yourself out ok!
haha.

yar... was thinking why cant there be world peace....
why cant everyone just stop and think how blessed they are.
wake up every morning and feel blessed that you are alive.
it makes your day okay.
haha.
world peace world peace[peas]!
yo yo! world peace man!!
imagine if you die one day... or some one else that you love die one day.[touch wood]
so sad right!
so start treasuring them from today.
and treasure yourself too.
if not one day.. you can't wake up to tell the world how much you love them.
and that would really be sad.
crap. dont know what i'm talking about.
but aiya...something like that lar.....

so cheer up pals!! smile smile!!
and to people out there whoever you are....

STOP CUTTING/ KNIFING/ PENNING/ SLITTING/ SLASHING/ CHOPPING/ MURDERING YOURSELF!!

you will make me sad. whoever you are as long as you are a human being[bean]
ya.. if you are a stranger... i think you wont even care how sad you'll make me feel.

Ended my post @ 10:05 PM

heee...
mood swings.
haha. i'm not in a foul mood anymore.
erm.. or at least at this very moment.
though i guess i'd be again later.
or even worse after the week.
i've slacked today.
duh. the 1st day of hols.
don't really understand people who have the motivation to mug on the very 1st day of the hols.
hey dears. put down your notebook and pen. slack with me!
erms...
i'm talking to myself.
again.
i'm hungry.
i think i didn't eat lunch.
did i?
ar...... can't remember.
i only know i was rotting to death in my room. and it is only MONDAY.
monday man. monday. piano lessons. just now. i guess i have to really really prac a lot a lot or i'll fail my exam this year. just 2 months later. and i'm still like.... so lousy! argh.
if i fail i'm going to die. DIE!!!! i shall prac 1 and half hour everyday. EVERYDAY.
or better. 2 hours.
pooooooo.................~
kia ate sakae SOFT SHELL CRAB HAND ROLL!!
so envious can. cause...my stomach is like cursing me since after piano lesson.
my daddy and mummy don't like to bring us there cause they say the food ar...not nice. only the soft shell crab is nice. and eat till sian diao le. but i still want to eat!!
oh. and only yishun northpoint's is nice.
sigh...
i shall grab my sis go with me.
she loves it too! =) shall blog later. again. if i have time. super random posts.
i shall go hunt for food now.

Ended my post @ 7:05 PM

feeling rather lost and lonely.
just came back from changi airport.
daddy just came back from hongkong.
he will be going back there again in a week's time.
and this time. he claims that he is going back for under garment. top.
the previous was for underwear.bottom.
funny.
joke lar. of cos.
haha. onion rings. yum yum.
i feel like spending.
if i'm rich.
i feel like spending on every single cute stuff for the ones i love.
spending on them and give them happiness.
let them feel loved and fortunate.
one day.
i'll make everyone i love and care for feel that they are part of the world.
one day.
i'll make everyone i love and care for feel glad that they are alive.
one day.
i'll make everyone i love and care for feel happy.
one day.
i'll let everyone i love and care for know that their lives are meaningful and they always have some one by them.
one day.
i'll achieve something call eternal happiness in everyone.
one day.
no one will be sad ever again.
one day... just that one day...

i can't bear to see them cry.
i can't bear to feel their sadness.
i want the world to feel happy.
or at least... them...

Ended my post @ 10:30 PM

i guess i'm too into myself that i forgot those around me.
sorry to those whom i've neglected or forgotten these few days.
i'll take more notice of my surroundings.
i wonder how i survive the hols when im alrdy feeling so bored and sian when it is only sunday.
S-U-N-D-A-Y
i need to scream and shout.
foul mood.
i wish this is over.
i want to be happy.
cheer up pal.
im posting a lot.
forgive me.

Ended my post @ 6:37 PM

i must master dancing in the wind after june. flawlessly.
and ahem...grease too.
i am going to survive band without the sec 4s and without the SL charlyne.
and ayu! she just told me that and i'm so going to die twice.
now i wish i could be in hongkong myself. too.
but no.
i am going to survive band with miss sia there.
i am going to make it to the finals.
we are the next leading batch.
2 years are not long.
start from today.
before it is too late.

Ended my post @ 2:04 PM

pop on thurs.
kia and charlyne slept over at my house one day earlier than the rest on wed. cos of the presents. phobia for cheese cakes and cookies after that.
ahem... and ahem.. charlyne scores A1 for all her home e tests. lol. her cornflake thing is rather nice have to admit.
felt little sick after that day. argh....
time flew. those few days came and go just like that.
those few days were fun. especially pirates.
was really really really really really funny! and nice. although the plot is a little... messy i guess.
highly recommended though. really anti climax. haha. that is like the best part of the event!
haha. well......... i will miss the seniors. a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot!
we're all feeling emo this few days.
woo...really. this few days "come and go just like wind. [but i can't feel it]". [quote from charlyne] hahaha. i dont feel like blogging long. though i have much to say.
anw... i want a food hunt! fun.
wait till that day when i'm rich and free. probably 2 months from now. cos im currently broke after pop. haha. or probably hols.
food hunt or food spree makes me happy. oh...or how about choco spree. haha. again. wait till im rich and free. i shall bring some one to food spree with me. lol.
i need to shop. though i don't really fancy that. but once in a blue moon i feel like doing so. be it alone or with some one else. haha.

emo emo... everyone is feeling emo. now. then. dont know.
realised the playground at my house rocks.
went there to distress just now with kia and si jia and charlyne. when the rest of the section left. sitting on top of that monkey bar or the high tech thing [thats what kia said it is] really makes you feel on top of the world. and you have to do that on a windy day. real windy day. so shiok. feel happy after that. though we didnt do anything except listening to songs and feel the wind. wonderful! haha.

miss you all sec 4s!!!

and conclusion: charlyne does read my blog. better hold my words. next time. hehe.

Ended my post @ 9:37 PM

band camp on fri and sat.
was rather....hm...different from the last 2 camps i had.
ppl should know the basic reasons. but probably not the hm... real reason?
haha. not sure myself too.
understand that the band camp didnt go as well or smooth.
cause probably the sec 3s dont have the time cause the camp is in the sch term.
i myself as a sec 2 alrdy feel extremely busy. what more about the sec3s. so difficult to meet up and stuff.
but oh wells... the music room station for the night trail was rather well done. i think they cut away quite a number of stations due to the time constrain. poor sec 3s. oh wells...

oh yes. noms. hm..seriously i think the red badges did better in terms of playing and drills. while the yellow badges did better compared to us in terms of drills. some of us screwed up. was rather funny. especially ayu. hahaha. and chistine+group. ppl hanta[?!] then ayu go march. lol. so funny. and she claims to be distracted due to some...ahem...ppl taking photos of her. ha...

charlyne said she screwed up too. every word she says ppl laugh. every action and move she does ppl laugh again. elaine laugh till so vigorously lar. haha. so funny.
anws...movie. i dun think i even know the name of that movie. but i certainly know that i didnt understand a single thing right from the very beginning.
whats more, the same thing just happens over again or keeps repeating itself. or..that was what charlyne said it was suppose to be. went over to play mahjong with elaine evonne kia ayu cheryl half way through the movie. totally didnt understand it.
but went back after awhile. cos i didnt understand the mahjong game in singapore style. and it is sooooooo slowly played that anyone can just sleep in the middle of the game. argh. and it was worse at the movie room. so lonely you know. charlyne dao me. humph. =(
hahahahaha.
eh..not joking ok! but at least have rachel lee and si jia for some time. but went over to talk to clarice li wen and sarah. cos was bored to death. talk for quite awhile till li wen broke that piece of light stick and the liquid went to her hand. glowing hand. so funny. lol.
after that went back to the mahjong room lor. sarah needs to sleep.
poo....it was their last game when we went back. then slept with evonne. cos kia ayu and elaine couldnt sleep so they went out to walk walk. dunno where is cheryl though.
and elaine said cheryl sleep walk. scary. and she started laughing in the middle of the night while sitting up right behind the piano. argh. SCARY!!!! lucky i slept like a log. zzz

morning. cereal breakfast. yum yum. nice. coffee to keep myself awake for the rest of the morning. combine. lol. conducting. funny. grace did well. charlyne was...ahem...funny again?! cos an action she did made the ppl laugh again. suspected a invisible 'laugh' was carved on her forehead where i cant see. she conducted doraemon. cheryl merry widow. dong...DIDNT EVEN COME FOR CAMP! argh. angry with her. waste our effort preparing that note and choc for her. ate it during movies. HA!

PT wor. while sec 2s had drills. learnt that left while marching thing. sad that we missed so much of the ball game. only managed to play this bit. tiny bit. pleah. =( didnt even touch that round orange nike branded air pumped rubber for more than 10 times. argh.
i really want play captains. lol. and bball for next term's pe!! thats what mr ho said. =) yeeepeeeeee! =)

sigh......... life hasn't been good. anw... watched spiderman 3 today. was real good except for the beginning when it was rather boring till i felt like sleeping. probably due to the lack of sleep during band camp? the black spiderman suit looks real cool. MUMMY! I WANT ONE TOO!
haha. but that suit is evil!! bad suit. tsktsk. subway dinner was like omg freaking damn nice! hahahaha. turkey ham. try that out next time dudes.

feeling sleepy alrdy. yawn. dun feel like packing my bag. sch next day will suck. so will the next day and the next day after next and the after after next. till pop. it will suck the most. i hope not though. i really miss the red badges alrdy!!! man.... thurs will suck. macbeth. argh. embarrassment time.. can some one like take over me for that role!?!? puh-lease!!!!!!!!
sick of it. omgosh. and thurs need to hand in math proposal. argh. forms. argh. chi thing. argh. poo....enrichment week sucks. sch shall suck for the rest of the week. dont want to think about it. =(

and yes. of cause. celeste! get well soon! we all miss you! and to everyone. please help me pray for this very dear dear senior celeste for her to get well real real real soon!!!! please!! thank you so much.

Ended my post @ 9:31 PM

today is sunday.
a wonderful sunday.
i couldn't believe how much i've slacked today when i'm suppose to be mugging like shit due to the excess amt of tests and projects due next week.
but i've slacked. i've slacked so much that i couldn't believe how much i've slacked.
went to thomson plaza for lunch. usually, with so much to study and do, i'd be 'screaming' at my bro for suggesting the idea of going out for lunch[when he was the one who is going to take his psle this year]. but instead. today. i've even suggested where to go for lunch. amazing huh.

i thought i'd have the drive to carry on mugging home e after lunch but i ended up hibernating. erm. i've hibernated for 20 mins until cleo called me[she probably predicted that i need a wake up call] to ask me about geog portfolio.

i'm suppose to be mugging c lit now according to plan. but now im still at page two of my geog tb. great. wonderful. i shall ask my dad to go buy me coffee or tea later when sending my bro for tuition. im still using that cute notebook celeste gave me for christmas last year as my notes notebook. more than half the book is filled with notes. the other less than half is still empty. i wonder when will be the day i've finally completed mugging. i'd be over the moon.

6pm. late. i have to 'redo' the history portfolio due to misunderstanding between carol look and myself. either i did her part or she did my part and now we both did the same part. which left the undid part undid. does that make sense. ok. whatever. so here. im so nice. to do double work and complete the undid part. but im SLACKING! woohoo~ anyone there. can someone like just give me a slap and stop me from slacking. slacking rocks but slacking at the wrong time sucks cos you have to face the consequences of burning midnight oil or unable to score well. and of cos EYE BAGS that im currently trying to get rid of since P6.

i thought mugging geog is great. cos it is so easy to mug. but i think im wrong. probably cos im not in the mugging mood today at all. kia just sent me the pics we took on fri. so funny. haha. but i want more. nvm.
im in a foul mood. probably cause im hungry. i can hear my stomach growl. mother's day. right. nice. mother's day. why don't i feel anything at all. lol. ok. fine. i need to go hunt for food. my stomach is cursing me. she says: if you don't go get food now you are not going to score for the geog test!!
so oh wells...i guess i have to get some biscuits or chocs if not i wont score well for geog.
but im too lazy to go down and get them.
ar...!! i know. i sis always stock up chocs in her room. i shall get her to sent some over to my room =) [yeah right. as if she would, i guess i'd just have to run over to her room and get them myself]

yum yum.
daddy's gonna cook tonight. with the help of my bro since he just finished his mid year.and cos it is mother's day and mummy claims that it is her day.lol. so funny.
wonder if tonight's dinner is edible. bet mummy still have to go into the kitchen and take over the cooking. and instead of helping her cook dinner, daddy and bro probably will cause more probs for her. wahahahahaha... daddy dun read my blog does he!?

Ended my post @ 5:47 PM

abit... i think i need to post or edit my links.
but also...
abit...im too lazy to do so.
especially my links. man. they are really damn outdated. and i feel bad about it.
last night.
was the 11may2007.
jubilate iv. it is my first and also the red badges' last performance. was rather sad. but i really really enjoyed it.
it was very very very very fun!! everyone was taking pics and stuff. squad photos. full band photos. section photos. photos with lovelies and darlings. was really fun. i love SNSB'07!! every single one of them. haha. pretty sad lar. the red batch is leaving. the feeling of band wouldn't be the same anymore. seeing new leaders. meeting new seniors. having new squad commanders. stuff and stuff. no more darling seniors to play with and admire at. no more nagging sessions. no more slacking time with cheryl and charlyne[since they are alrdy the 'heads']. no more...... told you band wouldn't be the same. not that i don't respect the yellow batch or not welcoming the green batch, but...the red batch seniors are just wonderful. i cant imagine how fast time flies. 1st was the grey batch that left. not much of a feeling though. that time we were not soooo close to them yet ma. then now the red. i just cant bare to think further. after the yellow it would be the blue. syf again. that horror movie is still here stuck in my brain man!

i think i went a little out of point. i'm suppose to talk about jubilate. hahaha. right. it was like the most fun event anyone could wish for. slack man! nono. not only that simple slack. is SLACK WITH SNSB!!!!!!! woooo~~ that was the best thing ever lar. now i regret signing up for the 100m run and got in for god knows why i am in when i cant even run. regretted it and let me waste a chance of slacking with the band! and again. i regret going for the jubilate concert last year though i know that was the one and only year i could spent watching the concert[which i realised was wrong cos i could always come back in jc1 to watch it] i was rather remorseful when kia and ayu were boasting to me how wonderful last year's hall was blah and blah. totally regretted it. and of cos...how wonderful that year's dinner was compared to this year's. right. and again. how the whole band as one slacked in a PERSONALISED room just for BAND. pics were taken snip snap shots. lots and lots of them. missed them all. and now im regretting it totally. wonder if rachel lee will have the same thoughts. it was abit too late to tell her to go help out cos she alrdy bought the ticket. as kookoo as me. but i think im even more kookoo cos rachel bought the ticket before she was told. [knocks myself on the head real hard]
anws...i regret again not staying for the finale. was really sad that we have to leave that slacking place so early. we were the 2nd to perform. man. thats really damn sad. really really extremely sad. man...didnt know that the day passed so quickly.
the last performance with the red batch was just over within a snap. woo...thats really really very sad. ar.................i think i sound more sad than the red batch! hahaha. elaine and evonne and celeste don't look/sound/feel sad at all. perhaps thats what i saw. only. haha. i feel as if i still have so much to do for and with the red batch but the next thing we know, they are leaving in 2 weeks' time.

im really afraid that a year more and the yellow batch is going to leave us again. and right. again we have to go through strings of tests to overcome this.
but i think ayu should be more sad than me. according to my knowledge that she has many many many plenty of lovelies in the red batch. she is trying to escape from reality by saying that...hahaha... rachel chia is no longer her fav senior. and charlyne is now her fav senior. from my observation... it doesn't sound convincing AT ALL. hahahaha. okok..fine fine..if ayu happens to pass by this place im dead luncheon meat. haha. so much about being her fav senior charlyne. hahaha. charlyne doesn't visit my blog. =)

last night we reached sch at 8+ damn early cause my parents are still sitting comfortably there at the top level of the UCC watching the wow-oh-so-wonderful performance[not trying to be sarcastic here] by other performing arts group that were lucky enough to be posted to a later time slot. then cheryl kia ayu and i went to the tao huey shop. again.like what charlyne courtney said. the max number for a section outing will never exceed 5. chatted and ate till 10 then ayu and i walked down to the bus stop to wait for my parents to come fetch us home from UCC. they said the performance was wonderful. especially the dance. i really wished to watch the dance! and they said the syf judging was fair enough. meaning that band really did not do as well as other performing arts and also meaning that the stings were really really really really really good and co was really really really really good and band was really really really good[notice i gave strings 5 reallys so that band can have 3 reallys.]
haha. then ayu started trying to get her canto accent right. she failed though. she still sounded like an ang mo. lol. was damn cute and funny la. she is currently learning how to say i love you in canto which sounded really really really really cute and funny and ang mo-ish. kia lin speaks canto the best! jan dun be jealous! hahaha. but jan. you speak better than ayu. haha. she cant even speak chinese without the ang mo-ish accent. so cute. omg. hahahhaaha. ok. ahem.

i think this is a rather long post. hey people. dun blame me for always having to blog bout band. cos band is in me. band is part of me and band if my life! cant imagine life without band.

gosh. im not suppose to waste so much time here. im suppose to be mugging!
cos week 9 = doom week. but thank god bio test was shifted to term 3 week 2. THANK GOD! =)

i better blog another day and stop here. not i wun survive home e and geog and c lit test next week. brr...monday sucks cos we have to go to suntec for the math trail try outs. but thank god again. carol and i gotta miss it cos we will be doing geog and hist part of the trail. woooots~ carol look rocks! hahaha. =))

BAND ROCKS! i shall end all posts with that! =)

Ended my post @ 1:43 PM

oopsie... im not feeling emo anymore! so i deleted my previous post. =)
right right fine fine. im not going to talk about band.
in the first paragraph. =D hehe
gar wai wants me to blog bout that emo kid next door. in case you do not know who i am talking about, she is none other than our beloved chen yu hui.
she dun look emo right!
ya. but take a little trip about her little diary and find out many interesting stuff bout this interesting little[NOT] girl. she's feeling sad this few days. dunno why. maybe cos of the mrs CHIA *ahem ahem* [her couch if you don't know]
hahaha.
today was a sort of...tough day.
3 'speeches' to deliver.
1st is the debate which my group and myself did horribly. i dun even understand what im talking about myself. pleah. embarrassed
2nd is the real speech. dunno how i fair. no comments yet. but i think... haha. i dunno. cos i missed out one point then added it in at the back which...did not really fitted the thing.
3rd is ipw. a bit better. nono. a lot better. not stressed at all. totally. slightly better than speech but MUCH MUCH MUCH better than debate. told you i was darn nervous for the debate. probably cos i didnt prepare well for it.

now our next stop is macbeth production on monday. sort of excited for it and hope...really really hope that nth goes wrong. if so... it would probably because of me. cos i have the most amount of work to do. though the least amount of lines to memorise.
after that would be murmur bar. quite excited for it too actually. so fun lar!!!!!!! hahaha. woo... i realised i love to act. if im prepared for it la duh. lol. acting is much more fun than speeching k!!

move on. week 9 will be a horrible week. probably the most horrible week of the term. too much and much and much stuff to test, hand in and present. argh. terrible. horrible. i hope and i wish i could cope.

woo.........i cant cant cant wait for jubilate and band camp and pop!!!! cheers man!!!!!!!
so much things to plan and do and be ready of. cool!! i love this! hahaha. squad talk today was fun. i think. haha. my squad rocks. =) also cant wait to know who is our next band heads and squad commander. not saying that i cant wait to get rid of the heads and jingwen now! nonononononoooooooooooooooo way! jingwen rocks la! =)))))
today's drills was quite tiring. dunno why. but really....today's drills was tiring. i felt exhausted after it. totally. usually i don't. anw was fun also la. long long then have one time of drills. i missed drills. yup. really. dun think im mad or crazy. hahahaha. but i still think our squad is horrible in drills. so many commanders also come scold us. -sadness- we need to need to need to work harder! haha. actually jingwen wanted to teach us new stuff. but she didnt cos we couldnt even do our basics right. dressing and timing yadida ect.
but overall drills is fun la. OUR COMMANDER ROCKS!!!!! =)

band camp!!! woooooots.........
1st band camp by the yellow badges. wow. wonder what kinda thing they would come up with. especially night trail. with cheryl and charlyne around...nothing can be peaceful. but thank god that both of them are not in night games committee.
i wonder if i would be afraid of charlyne cheryl or dong ran during night trail. dong ran maybe the most scary de lor! hahahaha. but i think she'll get afraid herself before she could even scare anyone. hahaha.

noms man. before night trail. all the way yellow badges!!!!!!!!!!!!!! best of luck!! we will cheer you all on man!! oh yeah. =) smile smile smile~
i think i rather high and siao siao this few days. too many exciting events to make me excited for! except for those tests though. productions i dun mind. fun fun! hahahaha. =)

SO FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think my life is full of excitement and fun!

OH YES! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEE CHING AND SARAH KOH AND JAYME! and also to liu zhu tmr!!!!!!!!

happy happy happy happy happy happy happy~~

Ended my post @ 9:20 PM